despite.

Despite: the shit.
the men.
the exams.
the lack of family.
the lack of will.
the lack to choose.
the fact, that life, for me, for everyone, is non-existent currently.
the fact I have a problem saying yes and no.
the fact I can have him, but hesitant to have just that.


...i love my fucking life and everything in it. even the flaws.
shame it takes me a while to remember :)